Gotta love those UPs!

Today had its serious ups...and serious downs.

UPs: In 2 separate settings with 2 separate hot guys I had some fun conversations. Now, this is abnormal for me considering 1) I work in a environment that is heavy on the estrogen, 2) guys never look at me, and 3)I don't get out much. New place, new job, & an initially shy personality (until you get to know me that is...then I'm obnoxiously outgoing) makes it difficult to just walk into the local watering hole & find a friend, let alone a guy.

Regardless of my lack of social prowess, today I got to chat with 2 hotties! (and I actually instigated one conversation, win!) It helped make up for some of the rest of the day.

CONs: Work was a !*#$^ today. Enough said.

After work I was supposed to hang out with someone, waited around for an hour in my frigid car waiting & then heard that it was cancelled. After breaking the icicles off my nose I made a snap (bad) decision. And that leads me to:

FOOD: Oye.

(This is the part where I log all I've eaten)

-Let's start at the very beginning... Breakfast consisted of a mini-bagel, peanut butter, 1/2 an apple, about 8 grapes, and approximately 12 salted almonds. (Oh, and the coffee that helped prompt cutie conversation 1)

-Lunch was non existant. My lunchtime was eaten up (haha) by work. Actually I do remember a coworker bringing in beans/rice with chicken. I had a cup of it (though I think it belongs more under breakfast as I ate it early)

-Dinner was that snap decision that my partially frostbitten brain made. A full (albeit small) container of moo goo gai pan, 1 shrimp egg roll, and 8 steamed dumplings. Oh, and a Coke.

Now I'm not upset with myself for breakfast, or even for dinner (though I definitely should have cut the portions in 1/2 or thirds). What I'm mad at me about is lunch. What was I thinking? Skipping a meal is inviting bad decisions later on that are at least partially prompted by hunger!

Now, my normal struggle (as I mentioned yesterday) is with snacks & sneaking. Today I did relatively well. I think I just had a couple Kisses at work, and the rest of the Coke 2liter bottle (it only had about a glass left) after dinner.

However, TGIF! Goals for the weekend:

-get my work done early for next week

-work out somewhere, somehow (looking for a gym & a gym buddy)

-NOT be peeved all weekend about stupid stuff

-get prepped for no-chocolate Feb. (I'll explain later)